So I went from ‘an extra job will get me out of debt sooner’ to ‘I need this job to pay sudden expenses’ to ‘I need this job to pay my bills’ to ‘I am unemployed’ in what seems like a heartbeat. November 17th was not a good day. Everything dropped on that day and I’m down to 1 client, and out of two jobs.
So now? I’m not sure. I feel like I’m starting all over again. I can make all my bills, but that’s it, nothing else. And I don’t feel worried, but it’s a weird unhinged feeling.
What do I want to do when I grow up?