The Path – A Game Unlike Most

I first heard about this game on NPR. Rose_well This  game, The Path is dark horror game.  It is the tale of 6 girls on their way to grandma’s house.  It should sound familiar as the game is based on the tale of little red riding hood.  But this isn’t a game for little girls.

This is a game for women.

There is only one rule in the game.  Stay on the path.  But rules are made to be broken.  As you walk each character down the path, it’s easy to find distractions, birds, sounds, a mysterious girl in white, and various artifacts shadowed in the distance.  The moment you step off the path, color leaves your world, and you are inundated with sounds.  The path disappears as you go deeper and grandma’s house disappears from your thoughts as survival becomes paramount yet a red herring.

For the goal, you see,  is to find your wolf.

The wolf is different for each girl and depends on the desires the girls talk about as they wander.  The wolf is rebellion and consequence.  It’s the choice in life that’s not always pretty but also something you want.  When you encounter the wolf, the imagery of what comes after is more than disturbing.  It alludes to rape and murder.  This isn’t a game where you come out alive.

In a sense it’s a game of innocence lost.  The themes of growth, life and adolescence prevail here, with a moral imperative of reminding you where bad choices leave.  To be good you must stay on the path but if you do, you won’t grow or learn.

Life’s lessons are hard.

If you like horror games you might like this one.  The Path is slow and deliberate.  The game is covered in a Gaussian blur and cracked reality.  It’s disturbing and enlightening.  There is no direct violence but it defiantly alludes to it.  More than once my phone would go off and I would jump.  Letting out a small scream.  And all I was doing?  I walked alone in the woods.

It Came!


Last night my computer finally came. Fedex took it back to the facility since we weren’t home at 2pm. Luckily Arvada has it’s own center so I did not have to drive back downtown. I got to the center, door ticket in hand, and lo had to wait a bit.

After about ten minutes the Fedex man popped his head into the waiting room to call my name. I followed him out and he took me to the pallet.

“2 boxes, right?” he asked.

“What?”

“Two boxes.” Okay there are two boxes here. One is obviously my new lap top. The other is a full Bose speaker system with a woofer. After getting the boxes in my car and driving home. I brought the Bose box into my house with the proclamation: “This is our Don’t Shoot Me gift from Dell.

I think I managed to convince J. to hook it up to the upstairs stereo, and therefore hook the TV, Wii, and Satellite into the stereo for full surround. What? Did you think I’d be hooking up all that crap to the lap top? Maybe if I have a desk one day.

So after that ooo and ah, I started to dig into the laptop box. This is the part where you must realized, I am neglecting trash duty, laundry and present wrapping to do this. I did get the present wrapping done later and I managed to do the dishes, but my wardrobe today is a bit lacking in the not-so-white trash department.

The large boxed turned out to be a layer of two smaller boxes. The first contained cords and software (I have MS Office 2007 now. Another Dell gift). It also contained a leather day planner.

Okay, it only looked like a leather day planner.

When I opened that up, it had a convenient pocket for the manuals, sleeves for about 10 cds and a pocket for the included shammy and noise cancellation ear phones.

Cool.

So I pull the actual laptop out. The exterior is black warped watery thing with a few inches both vertically and horizontally on my last laptop. Instead of a pci slot, it has a remote control for watching dvds and playing music. The Dell logo lights up with that eerie diamond colored light that most laptop logos light up with now (think the apple logo, M.’s hp laptop does it too.) I have the added bonus that the gray gills on the back of mine also emit that light. I can’t control the color or brightness of it like I could with the M1710 or even the M170 I used to have. The lights on the side of the computer are also gone. However like the M1710, the M1730′s touch pad lights up, and I can change the color, as well as the front lights.

It doesn’t have the bio tech that the other laptops come with…but it has some weird gaming LCD at the top left…supposedly some games use it…but right now it tells me things I need to know…like the time and what my computer is doing with itself. Handy.

The screen is extremely clear. Since Dell has it’s own doc for icons, I’ll be trying that out. I can’t make it as small as Rocket Dock but it has groups. :) .

I only had enough time to put Firefox on the machine and uninstall various stuff I didn’t want to deal with. I now have two computers with webcams…hrm.

Obama and His Invocation, Estrogen in Lotion, Debt and my Computer

Have nothing really in common.

First I’d like to talk about Obama and Rick Warren. Does everyone seem to forget that Obama is against gay marriage? Or that many of the things Rick Warren stands for (even the book), Obama has said he also stands for? This isn’t a shock, folks.

Estrogen is apparently in a lot of lotions and cosmetics. This sucks pretty hard. If you want to figure out if the things you are using have this issue: http://www.cosmeticsdatabase.com/ is the place to go.

Names to look for:

Butylparaben
Isobutylparaben
Ethylparaben
Methylparaben
Propylparaben

Placental Extracts
Uses and Estrogenicity: Placental extracts may be contaminated with estrogens called estradiol or estrone. Placental extracts are used in relatively few personal care products, including hair conditioners, facial moisturizers and astringents.

Names to look for:

Placental Extract
Placental Extracts


So the first of my medicals bills has gone to collections. Crap. The amount stated on the collections isn’t what I owe…I’ve been sending this company money each month. When I look through the past bills I realized that they are all different amounts and none of them repeat. Damn it. I’ve been calling this company for months and they never answer, or return calls. I call the collections agency and they are willing to work with me. Sigh.

Some where in Denver my new computer is sitting on a Fedex truck. I’ll get it today. Since I can’t afford a new computer…I really hope this one works.

Dell Saga Continued…

So supposedly I’ll be getting my new new computer Monday. I say supposedly the same way you’d say, “well the world could end tomorrow, but I’ll buy the Cheetos anyway”.

Unlike when the new laptop (the XPS 1710) showed up out of the blue with no inkling of what I’d be getting, I have an actual order number this time, with a full list of stats. So I know several things, like this new new laptop will be an XPS 1730 (not quite Alien Ware but purported to be better), it’ll have less memory than the new laptop (2gigs instead of the 3-4 the 1710 reported randomly. Can you tell I have no plans to swap it.), duel 512mb video cards (holy crap, who cares about ram, video card drool.)

But then I can tell other, happy, things. Like it’s supposed to ship today, but hasn’t. It’s supposed to show up Monday, but it hasn’t shipped.

Right now I just want a damned working computer. It doesn’t help that I’ve been drowning in other machines, that aren’t mine to drown in. I finally dropped of the DGA machines. Aia’s machine needs to be hooked up again. My little Asus is happily chugging along. And I have brand not so new mac in the back of car, all ready to go to a little rug rat I know.

But all of these are sub-par to the machine I once had. My previous beast, the XPS M170, chugged along just fine for nearly three years. The m1710 made it a month and a half. If you a google search on xps m1710 replacement you’ll see a lot of folks had their M1710 crash around September / October of 2008. Interesting no?

Either way I’m sitting in Limbo. Sigh.

There is TMI in this Post Amoung the Weekend Updates

So no, the weekend did not start out well with my computer dying, again. I’m actually extremely upset now as I know it’s a hardware issue. At the end of the week I should have an update on that. Any bets on what I’ll get from Dell this time?

Writing went well this weekend. Not only did I finish a chapter, but I’ve joined a new critique group. This is looks much more committed than my last group and we have a good range of folks both in ability and background. After they left I managed to pound out another 1000 words. Creativity abounds.

We did Aia’s b-day party this weekend. McDonald’s totally dropped the ball. Nothing was ready, no one seemed to know what to do. They managed to get their act together in the end but dang. We’re not going back there next year. So I need to scout out a new place.

Heroes sucks now…have I told you that? The suckage is so bad that they are now sticking random sex in for the hell of it. Noah actually waited to start shooting until after teh sexes. Stupid. Hiro is still my fav as he’s the ONLY character to learn from his mistakes. And the only guy who deals with the bad guys first. Chances of continuing to watch this show though are near nil.

Our movie night is now on LOST. Day late and a dollar short I know. We’re finding the show fairly predictable, but good anyway. We can deal with that. People say it’s gets weirder. We’ll see.

Now for the TMI. My period started this weekend. The bad thing about that? It’s only been two and a half weeks since my last period. Not good. In fact very bad. The last time this happened, I was in the middle of massive cancer screenings which boiled down to the hypothyroidism. Has it gone further in the wonky? Or is this the PCOS? With the hair loss, the bloating, the mood thing I’m worried. Doc on Friday. Hoping we can deal with this with a medication adjustment. Hoping.

My New Computer is Here!

And it’s shiny.

I’ve got nearly everything installed on it. I have re-download poser and Spore is giving me grief…but so far its running not only well but extremely well.

Vista is different. I have 3 gigs of ram in this one…so I’m pretty okay with that. I will upgrade to 4 gigs eventually.

I left it downloading ipod updates and ripping my new glam rock cd. I will be in Vegas for rest of the week…so communication will be low.

Starbucks, thank you for keeping me on the diet

I gave in today. I headed for the Starbucks next to my work. I intended to get a grande raspberry white mocha.

But unlike last week that Starbucks no longer existed this week. Bad economy affects so far: keeping me on my diet and $3.20 a gallon on gas.

Anyway, I’ve mentioned before that my big beautiful computer is dead. It’s not just dead, its limited to the Paperweight 2008. That’s right, it’s unrecoverable, and totally gone. On the verge of tears this Saturday, I sat on the phone pushing the on button again and again at the urging of the tech support guy. He finally said he’d send a tech out with new parts to try that.

“Okay,” I said. “What are they going to replace? The LCD, Video card, memory, harddrive, processor and motherboard have all been replaced already.”

“Give me a minute to talk to my supervisor.” He put me on hold. I kept thinking thank gods I bought that passport drive. My data lost is minimal and nothing I really need. Then he came back.

“Miss you qualify for a computer replacement.”

“What?” I asked him what he thought he would be sending me. Images of old refurbished m170′s rattled through my brain.

“No,” he said. “Dell policy is VERY CLEAR on this. You will be getting a new computer, the same specs or better.”

Needless to say I told everyone I saw that day.

So yesterday I had a mild panic attack and called techsupport back. Was I really getting a new computer? The answer: Yes. It was approved Monday. I should see it in ten to 21 days. HFMOG. It’s a wait. I will have been without a computer (large, to do big things such as game) for two months. But then I will have a new computer.

I’m sooo gonna keep buying Dell.

Legos

Starwars Legos…complete edition for the Wii…is worth it for one reason:

At some point, Jabba the Hutt sends you on a mission to kill Jar Jar Binks.

Oh and I downloaded the Dr. Horrible soundtrack from itunes. :) You should too.

My big lap top screen is dying. It’s still under warrenty so it’ll be replaced sometime in the few weeks. Sigh.

This put my painting per day on hold. Note…I didn’t do the Luke one.

Great strides in the room this weekend. The closet is organized. Now I must sort Comic books. This will entail a big shift in books. That’s okay those shelves aren’t organized yet.