Things I forgot to say….

Cat has be reincarnated….and I finally got to the latest photos. That includes DR…look for those soonish.

I’m back on Flex…I couldn’t handle core. It was like I wasn’t on a diet at all. And that’s not good. Mean while WW has changed my points again…I only get 22 a day now. Ouch. Since my goal each day is to stay below points…that makes it a bit rougher. Don’t shake your head…the HT and PCOS requires I keep my points lower.

Worse things…for a long time I’ve gotten a pressure in my throat that makes me breath in burps. Coughing usually clears it…and until this month it usually only happened in a stuffy car…now it’s constant. Breathing is work.

My hair is falling out in large clumps now. How would I look bald? I don’t know…but I’m not going to be one of those comb-over woman. No way in hell.

I’m still a month and a half away from my next doctor’s appointment. I’m on track to be 160lbs by then…my current goal. That would be a total 30lbs lost and a miracle.

I’m a miracle maker.

Clothes that Fit

I’m having a terrible time with this and decided to experiment….

I made another foray into the clothing world last weekend. I managed to find sandals for me that were not plastic or crocs-crap….but no luck for aia…it as either those stupid slipper shoes, tennis shoes or plastic croc crap. Ick…

Pants are still a no go. Nothing I tried on fit…it either fell off (yeah!) or pinched (Boo!). I was pretty disappointed in the shirt world too…why is men’s 50′s fashion for women suddenly all the rage? It looks stupid. But I did manage to find a chemise in dark brown that looked okay…so I bought it in Small.

That’s right, Small. And fits and it looks good AND it makes me realize how badly my old clothes are making me look fatter than I am.

Sigh.

Memory, Weight and Ability

Today’s scale: 167lbs. I have 7lbs to loss to my next goal, which is 160lbs by next doctor’s visit. I’m so gonna make it!

I can say I’m firmly in the 160’s now. I’ll have to buy new clothes for winter…I’m still pretty set for summer.

The short story is still delayed. I’m told it will be published this month…sometime. Think good thoughts.

I’ve been working on the novel…mostly trying to flesh out some new characters that have shown up. I’m giving up on software for tracking my world…I’m rebuilding a set of folders for this. Nothing else but that which ywriter can handle seems to work.

So on I go.

I’m getting to the age where I’m realizing that I’ve forgotten things. I saw a preview for an anime which looked really good…but when I looked it up I saw I’d already seen it. This is why I keep lists.

Getting Notes Together

I’ve made the second WW goal. Which means I’m at a total of 10lbs loss. I’ve been her before….hopefully I’ll get past that.

For some reason Hypothyroidism and PCOS have a lot of hypochondriac glommers on. I hate going to PCOS and thyroid boards and lists. There is some crap being slug around by idiots it’s unfathomable. Let me give you some straight dope.

You can’t diagnose yourself. If you have the symptoms of either disease…talk to your doctor.

Take your pills. If it does not seem to be working…don’t stop…talk to your doctor. You may need different pills, a higher dose or something else maybe wrong. Asking to see your tests is just fine…but posting them on the internet so that some random nurse can tell you they are not right is stupid. If doctor is telling you something you don’t want to hear like you may have depression…you should talk to your doctor about it. There is no one fix for these problems…and you may have others. I can’t stress this enough…TALK to your doctor. If they said it must be depression…did you ask what can be done about it?

Do you live in the US? Do you eat green leafy vegetables or fruit? Do you drink tap water (filtered or not)? Do you eat meat? If you answered yes to any of these questions then you DON’T need iodine supplements. The same goes for iron. In a multivitamin…fine…but unless you have a disorder that requires the supplements (ie talk to your doctor).

Going from doctor to doctor to get them to prescribe you pills you only think you need makes you look like an idiot. If you are thinking of looking for a new doctor ask yourself the following: Why? Did I talk to him/her about the problem I’m having with them? What did they say? Do they talk to me at each visit? Why am I angry? Have I explored all possibilities with this doctor? Have I tried what they suggested? If answered no to any of these perhaps you should try them.

Don’t dose yourself. Follow the doctor’s dosage. If have concerns about the dosage talk to your doctor. Take more or less because you feel like it can kill you.

Exercise…you have to exercise. Live with it.

Balance your diet. Give up most if not all sugar…live with it.

Finally if your doctor tells you your thyroid is fine or that you don’t have PCOS…ask why, discuss your tests with him or her. If you really have something wrong then talk to them about it.

Doing research is fine…but unless you are a real doctor you really can’t just dose this away yourself. It does not go away. Deal. It takes up to 8 weeks for thyroid and PCOS medications to start to take affect. Trying to change things in less then a week is stupid. This takes time. There is no wonder drug.

If you can’t handle any of what you just read…you might need therapy. Seriously…did you find yourself rejecting everything or anything I just said? Talk it out with a professional.

I thought I was going mad before getting on Sythroid. I still felt tired, lost hair and though I could keep my weight steady…it took way too much work to get it off. Turns out I have PCOS. So now I’m on metformin and the synthroid (same dosage since first prescribed) I can say I feel great now…and that I’m loosing weight just with dieting. I know that once I get into a good exercise routine I will feel even better and loose more weight. Had I listened to the half the crazies on the web I’d still be in trouble. This isn’t that hard folks…talk to your doctor.

Sigh.

I’ve managed to start the outlines for both the modules. I’ve got some good ideas…. These games should be lots of fun.

I bought a copy of Supernotecard. It seems to be working great for keeping my notes. I’m almost done with gathering them all up then back to writing the novel. I should have the registration code soon…just waiting for paypal to clear.