2/16/2002 8:12pm

Today: My grandparents came by today. They watched Aia while I went on an interview. It went well, but I had a hard time after they left.

1. Tradition: Something you continue to do at a certain time, time and time again.

2. Taking classes, reading books, becoming part of a pagan community.

3. Creating art and webpages.

Meditation: Stone King, Stone Eight, Stone Nine
I came upon the Stone King and asked for an augury. An Earth dragon appeared: He is the embodiement of my potential. I created an eight pointed star on the stone and animals all promised that I was part of them. It made me scared some how.

Daily Reading: Gifts of the Totems

1. Sword Six(in reading The Star)
2. The Spiral Tower
3. The Grail Hermit
4. The Flowering of Logres
5. The Moon

I choose the Sword Six because I am embarking on a long journey but I am doing it alone it seems and I don’t know if it is the right thing to do. The Owl is a bird of wisdom, joy in wisdom I have always found. The dove thrives in the strangest of places…a good totem of endurance. The butterfly and the bee of Logres confuse me. A butterfly is alone until a great congomeration to mate, and the bee is part of a hive. Perhaps a time alone and a time with others is need…it kind of describes the job I’m after right now. The Salmon…another wise animal perhaps it is my knowlege that I must rely on now.