We plan to go to a movie tonight..mummy returns. This will be Aia’s first time with a baby-sitter, it scares me.
Daily Reading: Tarot Companions
Experience: Grail Six
Guide: Stone Queen
Teacher: The Sleeping Lord
This reading has been very prophetic in coralation with my meditation today. Resurrection of ancestral bond to the land and change.
Meditation: The Cauldron
The ancestor was a scared melting man, he fate for eternity. Around him I heard whispers and murmurs. At first all I could make out was “run”. But it came to be:
Dark is the soul
That runs with the river.
The cauldron pulsated black and gold. My hand dipped in a turned gold but I clapped and broke the gold off. The gift was a gold oak leaf. This is what I have on oak leaf: It burns to purify.
Hallowquest Lesson 12
I started looking for childcare today and froze my credit cards. I plan to get some bryce work done today. I plan to restart my traditional tarot studies tomarrow. Perhaps I’ll get the next lesson done for the graphics art course too.
Daily Reading: Ninefold Sisters Reading
1. The Energizer: Sword Knight
2. The Measurer: Grail Knight
3. The Protector: The Flowering of Logres
4. The Initiator: Taliesin
5. The Challenger: Grail Eight
6. The Deliverer: The Wounded King
7. The Weaver: The Green Knight
8. The Preserver: The Spiral Tower
9. The Empowerer: Spear Four
It seems I’m not reacting fast enough. The Sword Knight is a fast reaction card. My imagination is my limitation represented by the Grail Knight. I think perhaps I put things off too long. The puzzle is in the flowering of logres…are my projects only protected when they are finished and realized? I suppose that would be true as untill then they could always be changed. Taliesin…it seems I am always led back to the past and spiritual these seem to be the key to all that I do. The eight imediatly reflects how I am challeged by my lack (or strange) organization skills. It seems my challenge is to continue with what I am doing instead of leaving it by the wayside. Another puzzle…perhaps I need to liberate myself of so many trappings of the material but that seems too easy an answer…? In conjunction with the green knight I see that my own mind needs the liberating, and the wounded king is showing the way through meditation and enlightenment. These will release the creativity I lack? Ah here I think by letting go of my past misconceptions and traditions and creating new I will come to realize my ideas, I find this particularly interesting in relation to my website in which I am embracing new standards and dropping old ways of doing things. Many people disagree with this. Again four suggests meditation and coming to terms with myself and spirituality. A good root to start with.