Hallowquest Lesson 13

05/10/2001 9:15pm

Daily Reading: Tarot Companions
Experience: Grail Six
Guide: Spear Maiden
Teacher: The Flowering of Logres

Another reading point the way through the past to gain triumph, look at my guides.

1. Taking of life, greed, capitalism.

2. By staying quiet. Letting the energy flow through you.

3. My “career”.

4. Losing those that I love.

Today:
I felt very overwelmed today. It was like I could do anything good enough and then I just dumped it on my husband, poor man. I love him but what can I do to get out of this slump. I want everything washed so that will be my responsibilty this week. I will get it done.
Hallowquest Lesson 13
05/14/2001 9:14pm

Daily Reading: Tarot Companions
Experience: Grail Three
Guide: Grail Knight
Teacher: The Star

All things point to good. Happeness and fulfilment. The knights always seem to represent my husband in some way. I worry about him so much and I know that he is everything to me. I hope he does too.

1. I did this on mothers day. My own mother condesending, and almost cruel. My grandmother willing to listen but distracted. I am very easily lost in a crowd.

2. Household chores. I’ve been getting better about doing more myself rather than relying on my husband all the time. He thinks I do too much though already.

3. It isn’t so much that the dreams are reoccuring rather than the theme. Love unfulfilled. My dreams are very vivid and real. They aren’t nightmares or bad dreams perse but very real and uncontrolable. Perhaps if try to bring the sword through in my dreams. You my dreams always reach the ending.

Today:
I spent the day with aia. It was nice at first and I was going to go for a walk but then it rained. If it were just me I would have went but aia isn’t ready for walks in the rain yet.

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Outline: Dreamfire
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Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow, Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead, Walk beside me, and just be my friend.Unknown

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