6/27/2001 8:16am

1. Maternal.

2. It is best to share taking care of my child. Though I can delegate almost everything to my husband, I try to pull my weight. I now have a job putting together mini boxes, which only I can do.

3. If I am rested I take joy in my daughter. I find that the rest makes all things more enjoyable.

Meditation: Spear Ten
It took a long time to get to the tower. I felt very tired and once in the warm halls of Spear Ten I slept on a comfy couch. It was all warm and homey, full of things to make the place seem cozy. The dark hall was cool and damp. I hesitated to tare down photos as many I was close to finishing. I painted around them, reminding myself.

As a raven I flew across the lands. It reminds me of the airplane trip back from mexico.

Today:
I spent today with my baby and we set up a daycare system for when I go back to school. I am trying work on a project to make money, but I am finding the work difficult. I did a small ritual dedication instead of the full ritual as I am finding time in the day scarce.