10/11/2001 9:00pm

Today/Daily Reading: Tarot Companions
Experience: Grail Eight
Guide: Grail Knight
Teacher: Sovereignty

Looks like I need to take a step back and look at what I have and have not been doing. My me time has become school only and I feel exhausted. I think I need to follow my ideas better(such as reading to my daughter) and balance my school with my personal. The stress of the last four weeks has been almost a self-punishment. Midterm breaks, family time and personal time are needed. Sounds like it was a good decision to go to Grand Lake this weekend.

The spear quest has been a go getter quest, something that is inherently hard for me to do, and so at the end of the quest I dropped the ball. Perhaps I can get back on track. I’ve got to keep spear four in mind…festival time. Save time for fun and family.